Showing posts with label heartache. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heartache. Show all posts

Thursday, July 24, 2014

Smearing


Our pyroclastic remains litter our once wannabe house. 

The first great dream is always a bruising lie, leaving one feeling cornered. 

Dipping our index and middle fingers into liniment jars, 
smearing balm like war paint, with an ash chaser.

We ready for something smaller, a one bedroom apartment, apart. 


BFM

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Cistern

Cut glass distorts your eyes and my seeing. We continue on, as if the cistern hadn't been rotated and filled with ice. We practiced — okay and fine; two amateur ping pong players in a polite warmup.

B.F.M.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

The Fair

Over and over we rode the the Tunnel of Love, Tilt a Whirl, The Flying Dutchman.

Ate pussy and cock like pink and blue cotton candy, pretending it was nourishment. 

Looked into each other's eyes until they turned drab-empty. Smiled, like we were still having the time of our life.

B.F.M.

Monday, November 12, 2012

Catch & Release

The flawed tics of a clock are perfect in measure, like cold creek water slipping through cupped hands.

I once had a perfect moment: a train heard miles away, tiny sparrows chirping, no dumbbells squishing my brain. Then like a slap to my head, I looked up and saw a 747 landing with its 747 anxious passages waiting to get off. 

It's the same way love turns into a dagger or yesterday's beauty veers tragic locked in a cage plucking out its own feathers.

B.F.M.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Crow's Song

Her sorrows racked across 
her shoulders heavy and barbed,

from his leaving and his leaving and his leaving and his leaving and his leaving...

like a crow's repeated caw stuck in a belly
burdened with stones.

B.F.M.

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Shards

After I kissed you good-bye,
I made my ritual strong coffee, 
watched the sun crest the ridge,
watched her define clear cut 
but empty shadows.

Shattered ceramic shards
cut at my feet.
I cried over each fragment:
the handle’s curve in twos,
the bottom’s foundation in fours,
the walls that held in eights.

Bloodied, I did what I could, 
I got up did 
laundry, sorting, hurting.

B.F.M.

Friday, October 5, 2012

Burned Once

How will go for me 
when
stove top
gas burners 
are 
flaming high
and grease 
is 
all that I am?

B.F.M.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Betrayal

Though you say
the morning cock crowed
I was miles away.

B.F.M.

Jealousy

Brown goo, 
sepia seeping 
under currents
squeezed between
teeth.

B.F.M

Monday, August 27, 2012

Black & Tan Lament

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Black & Tan Lament
16" x 20"
Digital prints available.
2012


Black & Tan Lament
Hollowed, on a barstool, 
Gladys offers you
the black & tan.


Remember what mother said: Share

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Tipping Dominos

Losing morning after morning,
hermetically sealed inside a
windowed room 
crowded 
with ten foot wooden ladders
he rants his Poet-ness
atop a 
plastic footstool.

B.F.M.

Monday, August 20, 2012

Sunday Rain

I wasn't crying
then the rain came,
and we both wept in sheets.

B.F.M.

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Trail Map Lament

I found 
an old trail map
of yours.

The one with polkadots
and trails highlighted
in bright star pink.

Yet no matter how closely
I followed it, 

it

never 
led me 
back to you.

B.F.M.