After morning coffee is brewed, headlines and inside jokes, she does the Monday morning departure. After smoothies are made and bread toasted loss comes whispering: ”now what?”
I tried to be someone extraordinary: Jerry West. Then tried to be Jasper Johns and Robert Rauschenberg rolled into one. Dreamed of being Robert Plant, David Bowie or David Byrne. I tried my hand at graphic and web design, then business. Fail.ed.
Being too temperamental, I was never voted most likely to succeed. Tried to be loved, but never learned how. Tried marriage, failed twice, but today sitting in my peach colored box I successfully envied the riders of the Tour de France.
Yesterday I climbed to the top branch of the everlasting oak. Today’s sorrow the branch breaks and I come tumbling down thwacked about by each branch I triumphed yesterday.
The flawed tics of a clock are perfect in measure, like cold creek water slipping through cupped hands.
I once had a perfect moment: a train heard miles away, tiny sparrows chirping, no dumbbells squishing my brain. Then like a slap to my head, I looked up and saw a 747 landing with its 747 anxious passages waiting to get off.
It's the same way love turns into a dagger or yesterday's beauty veers tragic locked in a cage plucking out its own feathers.
Her sorrows racked across her shoulders heavy and barbed, from his leaving and his leaving and his leaving and his leaving and his leaving... like a crow's repeated caw stuck in a belly burdened with stones.
Yes, I am fully aware that this has been done before. Think of it as a page, a meditation, a reminder on your calendar that says stop...forget your formulas, read the words. Then forget the formula of forgetting the formula forget the words. Crawl out from under your rock. Notice the shadows you cast and try not to stuff them into a bottle. Try not labeling the bottle.
Write word word word return some words comma, more returns, morph clever verb nouns semicolon return word. Pity.
Black & Tan Lament 16" x 20" Digital prints available. 2012 Black & Tan Lament Hollowed, on a barstool, Gladys offers you the black & tan. Remember what mother said: Share
The Sky is Falling 16" x 20" Digital prints available. 2008 Artist: B.F.M. This is a large olive befalling one after too many dirty martinis. Cheers. Remember what your mother said: share.