Our pyroclastic remains litter our once wannabe house. The first great dream is always a bruising lie, leaving one feeling cornered.
Dipping our index and middle fingers into liniment jars, smearing balm like war paint, with an ash chaser. We ready for something smaller, a one bedroom apartment, apart.
The doctor tells me, the feeding tube is the size of linguine. There is no irony in his voice. Facts. It's temporary, to get nutrients into the old man. He had two small strokes in bad places.
Carnivore octogenarian dilemma. The old man hasn't had a meal in five days. A man prideful about his choppers, his cock, and numbers. A temporary feeding tube?
Floating on a tide that ignores moon and sun, who’s true masters are relentless pictographs – a historical fiction writer and an one eyed seer in a meat locker with a cracked crystal ball – my cooled breath quickens as I watch shark fins circle my predilections for thunder and lightning.